So much emotion
I just don't show
All the heartache and lies
Nobody ever cares to know
Seems like I’m alone
By myself - This girl
Nothings ever going to change
Its me against the world..

these scars on my wrists are proof that people like you do exist...

it's so hard to pretend that i don't love you...
when inside my heart is screaming for you <33

your the  only one  that makes me
draw stupid hearts in the margins
all over my notebook                 <3

lets destroy each other cause we're too cool
for love lines &  soft kisses over cheap wine
smoke  me baby  like your last  cigarette  and
whisper to  me say you`ll never  forget could
break my heart a little more?!  shove my body
up against yours and kiss me like you mean it

despite everything he learned from
his friends ;; he doesn't feel so prepared . . 
 she's breathing quiet & smooth while he's
            g a s p i n g . f o r . a i r

blood kissed lips with
scars     on    her     wrists
you'd never have thought
it would come to this . . . .

I hate myself for needing this.
I love our twisted little mess.
I know it's wrong but it just feels right.
The taste of tears is bittersweet tonight

So the pens run out, all that's left white markers
Broken lead, torn paper maybe this knife is sharper

My heart dropped to the floor
Could you pick it up for me I swear Ill get out the stains
Of my own bloody heart I just dont want you to leave me here by myself

Bury this pain into my veins

Maybe her {laughter} is a cry for help or her precious -smile-...
a symbol for her *I n S e C u R i T i E s*

its so hard for me to hold back the tears
i know its only fair
well shes been in pain for years
why do i even care?
but the way he talks about her
it tears right through my heart
well i guess they are perfect for eachother
but it's tearing me apart.

We both knows it's dead and
                  it's been dying for some time.
                  But we refuse to let it go.

sweet catastrOphe 

you didn't break my heart,
you killed. A part mended, but
somthing dead cant be
x.o healed..<|3

now i'm lying on the table with everthing you said. keep in mind the way that it felt when the most i could do was to just blame myself.

&& everytime you swallow
do you get a taste of what youve become

Make Me A Mixtape My Love   9

Unreachable

You had me crawlin so bad

Had me heels over head

You had me easy, you had me easy

Too late to go back

To realize what we had

We were already beautiful

So dont make me cry

Cuz this love dont feel so right

You cant push a river

You cant make me fall

but you can make me unreachable

a life of forced smiles

and quiet tears

My wrist is pressed against the knife

I'm ready to move on, to end my life

After I'm gone, please don't strife

For we will meet again, in the afterlife

and yet she still sits there SMILING..
regardless of fake friends & broken dreams
regardless of the guy that she loved
& the HEART that was broken ..
but yet .. you`ll never break her

it`s no big deal ..
break her heart; let her down
& make her cry
you "love her " so everythings OKAY.
Lie to her; and then
hold her hand & whisper to her
it`s no big deal..
she`s just a girl  

Open your checkbook. Write another “I'm sorry sweetheart”. Cover one hole while digging another. I'm cashing in on reality.

Do you love me? Let me know you love me. 'Cause if you don't then I'll just have to kill you...

She seeks to find the answers for the reasons her life did not turn out more like a movie. She's trying to forget it all.

Yeah the drama never ends. The doctors say that it's too late now.
Suffocation.

So take this knife

Scratch my wrist

I wish the pain didn't exist

Relationships are like GLASS
sometimes its better to leave them broken
then to hurt yourself and put them back together

The promise that he made
Left broken on the floor
The bruise left round your heart
Left you begging for more

She Looks in the mirror
as she puts on her makeup
and realizes that she's just
painting on her own character.

her world fell apart that night. 
                            she took her life.

I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless, but I'm yours.

This is about hearts, necks, and other things that break.</3.

This is my broken heart talking.
This is my weak head, my shaky fingers and wet eyes.
My loss of faith in love, my aching stomach and lack of
sleep at night, saying I miss you

So this is odd, the painful realization that has all gone wrong... And nobody cares at all

So this is strange, our sidestepping has come to be a brilliant dance where nobody leads at all

I went to the place where you and I wrote our names in wet cement, and for a moment remembered how it felt to have no one understand that there’s this dream … and they’re not part of it.

Your lips, they taste dangerous

Like one kiss, I'm addicted, they're contagious

So, slice my wrists

Life's a sick game, with one too many twists

She steps on the scale

Her face becomes pale

"I'm fat," she moans

"I hate me," she groaned.

Why are you doing this, you murderer? I'm dead, you killed her.

Why can't I have a picture perfect life?

She cried and picked up the knife

Sliced her skin, one cut at a time

This life is no longer mine.

Swallow your tears

Stand up on your own two feet

You're not giving up.

Love is the red, the rose on your coffin door
What's life like bleeding on the floor?

so gimme all your poison gimme me all your pills
and give me all your   h  o  p  e  l  e  s  s   hearts
and make me ill you're running after  something
that you'll never kill   if this is what you wanted
t   h   e   n  .   f   i   r   e   .   a   t   .   w   i   l   l

I'm taking back the life you stole

& THEY F0UND Y0U 0N THE BATHR00M FL00R, i MiSS Y0U, i MiSS Y0U
S0  FAR  AND  THE  C0LLiSi0N  0F  Y0UR KiSS THAT MADE iT SO HARD

SiNGiNG S0NGS THAT MAKE Y0U SLiT Y0UR WRiSTS , iT
iSN'T THAT MUCH FUN.STARiNG D0WN A L0ADED GUN

a simple whisper from your voice & i fade away

and if i let you go, i will lie here
bleeding from my heart till you`re
gone from my memory losing track
of all those days that meant so much to me

I lost all faith today in suicidal featherweights

With broken wrists and weaker fists 

This is the last fight I'll give away...

All I want is to be just friends, understand and don't hate her.

Feelings change, there’s no strength in me.

I'm sorry, but my love for you is gone, my love is gone...

and i... i don't want to speak these words.

cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

I'm feeling like, I need to go somewhere else tonight. 

Cause I am so tired here and nothing seems alright.

The world it turns around on me and I am s p I n n I n g.

I'm always far behind, I'm never in front, I'm never winning.

Imaginations, Conversations

Tearing us apart

What ever happened to

Those friends we shared at the very start

 in case you were wondering, you are like a sunset to me 

You're all kinds of beautiful as you end my day 

and you sweetly retire as stars chase you away

Your kisses infect me
The dark gift is loving you

Darling, I know you've suffered great loss, A great break, But lovley don't worry...Sometimes things just arent ment to
be. Don't allow the heartbreak make you suffer. Don't forget it either, It's a lesson learned in the heart. <3 You'll learn that you do have a love, Somewhere, That people do care, That someone will always be there. Just remember, Never forget...That lesson the heart learns can help you love and not fear...Or it can break you, Make you tear. 

& to this child she whispered,
"Don't  let him  take hold of it.
You   know   what    he'll   do,
He'll    snap   it    in     half  . .
Right   infront   of   you. " <|3